Now me?

I think I'm turning into Jenna Hamilton from Awkward. I'm kinda going through the same situation she was going through with Matty.
I like this guy and he likes me back, but funny thing is that he acts like he doesn't know me at times. Like when we're alone he holds my hand and kisses my cheek. I think I'm somehow being tricked. Only thing is that what should I do to avoid this? I don't want to back away, cause I like him. Sooner or later I'll figure it out.
Hopefully later doesn't come so soon.

Not Giving Up.

So I've been through a lot these pass few days. I have gotten into a big fight with my ex. I've been upset because my mom is not here. I been praying to God to help me. Fortunately, He has. I'm not going to give up on Him so easily. I love Him. He truly has helped me through a lot, and me giving up is like him giving up on me.